SpiritMaa

as i placed a ring of fire around me to create safe space, and called in the beings of greatest love, i started breathing through my heart where the white apophyllite crystal was resting... i heard a message to clean this crystal, which i resisted briefly, until the pressure increased and i started to feel uncomfortable... then i acquiesced and lit some incense, passing the crystal repeatedly through the smoke.... no more problems after that, however, strangely, the crystal seemed to be working my crown rather than my heart chakra... as i meditated for the wave of peace to overcome the waves of violence on the planet, there were no intense emotions - rather i felt very trancy, floaty, like my head was about to pop off.... when i started seeing images in front of me, i found myself chanting 'only beings of greatest love' over and over... spaciness and head expansion continued... then a small man with a broad face and a bandana across his forehead flashed in front of me - laughing and pointing at my head (or me)... when i got over my surprise, i started chanting to protective goddess energies... and then i asked who that was... i got the name of a mayan elder very slightly known to me... when i later saw his face on the computer, i said to myself, yes - that was him! but what was his message to me? and how did this happen? is he related to the apophyillite crystal i was meditating with? and why now - why not when i visited mayan ruins in the 90's? since his message is about the mayan cycles of time, maybe it will all become clear...with time