SpiritMaa

Fall 2009

So what do you think happens when you are sitting across from a partner, doing tantric meditation, and after saying 'let go' outloud - thinking it's for him -- you realize it's really you that needs to let go.  And all the sudden the energy comes pouring up your spine, and your arms start moving, and your body starts vibrating, and you find yourself hissing like a snake.  You find your hand moving up to his heart chakra and tapping it over and over.  Then with the heel of your hand you find yourself pushing his forehead back, like you are initiating him, or giving him shaktipat....  How easy is it to let go and let this energy come?  Do any fears come up?  How safe do you have to feel with your meditation partner to let this happen? How safe do you have to feel with the divine energy you are working with?...How comfortable is a man responding to initation or shaktipat coming through a woman?  Are male tantric adepts, even with many years of practice, aware that in many tantric traditions the initiator is the female?